emo_penguin36

haven't posted in a while. we found a stray cat and brought him in, but he gave me cat scratch fever and it effected the left side of my groin lymphnode. it got soooo big and i needed surgery. the surgeon (who is rather attractive) took about 8 ounces or more of puss outta me.

. Who are you?
. Are we friends?
. When and how did we meet?
. Would you kiss me?
. Give me a nickname and explain why?
. Describe me in one word!
. What was your first impression of me?
. Do you still think the same?
. What reminds you of me?
. If you could give me anything what would it be?
. How well do you know me?
. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
. Would you ever meet up with me?

sooo... it's been a long while since i've posted here. since then i saw the used again, got into water color and maybe figured out what i've wanted to do. but i'm still not so sure.

seeing my old entries make me want to punch myself in the face. was i really that obnoxious seeming? no wonder people don't really like me >3> or maybe i'm being too hard on myself. idc.

i'm pretty tired right now since i haven't slept yet, but i intend on doing so soon. i wanna stay up as long as i can though.

i've been twitching a lot and i needa nee a neurologist and get a mri. i'm sorta nervous, but not as much as going to the dentist. my teeth are kinda bad and.. idk. i'm afraid they can't fix it, being put under and dying, or having a tooth drilled out.

i've been on rpg forums again and i recently made a new character, using bert mccracken of the used as his faceee. i need to look up this disorder more, but he's a apotemnophiliac, which is pretty much wanting to have a healthy limb amputated. he's pretty much in a rehab forum for it cause he kept trying to detach a limb. it's different. plus he believes he's been abducted by aliens and by aliens i mean the greys.

i have too much free time and i thought of flying elephants recently farting out fire to help them gain distance with flying. random and weird. but the elephant has phoenix in it, gasoline and beans, which helps fuel it. flying elephants are all the rage in the future, but they'll be a bean shortage.

OMG I SAW THE USED TONIGHT!!!! THEY ROCKED SO HARD! BUT IT TOOK FOREVER FOR THEM TO GET ON STAGE!! 3 OTHER BANDS BEFORE! BUT THEY WERE SO SO WORTH THE WAIT. IT WENT BY WAY TOO FAST THOUGH! I CAN'T WAIT TILL I SEE THEM AGAIN!!!!! HOPEFULLY IT'LL BE SOON AND HOPEFULLY I CAN MEET THEM!!! I LOVE THEM SO MUCH <3333333

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE? Go to your iTunes or iPod and place it on shuffle, then fill it out with whatever song comes up. Don't skip any songs!

Opening Credits: Scream Louder (Flyte Tyme Remix)- Michael Jackson

Waking Up: World By Storm- Aiden

First Day at School: True To Your Heart- 98 Degrees with Little Richard

Falling in Love: Lucy In The Sky With Diamonds- The Beatles

Fight Song: This Time- Bryan Adams

Breaking Up: Put your arms around me- Natural

Prom: If I never l knew you- From Pocahontas

Life’s Ok: God Only Knows- Beach Boys

Driving: All Eyes On Me- Goo Goo Dolls

Flashback: Main Titles- Corpse Bride

Getting Back Together: A Whole New World- Aladdin

Birth of A Child: Come go with me- Beach Boys

Wedding: Recovery- Funeral For A Friend

Final Battle: Taking Off- The Cure

Death Scene: Alt.End- The Cure

Funeral Song: Stay Home- Shrek ST.

End Credits: Closer- Nine Inch Nails

Saturday I saw the new SPIDER MAN movie. It was so fucking badass. Omg. Would of been nice if venom was in it more, like more fighting. Uber badass shit. This month is a good month. Spider Man, The new POTC, The Used new CD "Lies For The Liars" comes out, THE NEW TOMB RAIDER GAME! The Fountain is goign to be out of DVD FINALLY! Really good movie.

School is almost over and a lot of shit is due this month too. Senior Projects etc etc. and I have a C in Churchills. I are happy. I asked Fiavie to prom... HE said no D= Oh well. I'll live, right?

Dude, today I wore a tank top thats kinda low, right? I went into this gas station store to buy a drink and the guy is all," Yew so sweet." Then, "Yew So sexy." Dude. I was in there the OTHER DAY, wearing NORMAL clothings thats not SHOWY. But since it should my cleav he got all "Yummmmeeeeehhhhh". Then I sat down, right? BAM! The sprinklers go off. Kinda funny, right? But damn. Then april todl some 15 yr old abou tme. He wanst my number. Dude. Guys should be older then I, not younger.. I mean dude, I'm almost LEGAL he's still ILLEGAL.

But yeah. Saw 300. OMFG!!!! THAT MOVIE IS SO FUCKING BADASS! I NEEEED TO SEE IT AGAIN! The fighting! omg. Uber totally BADASS. Plus the guys have hot bods too.

Hachi and I are doign a 300 RP. Uber badass. I love my Hachi. I wish she lived down here. BUT! She is going to Santa Cruz for college! So I can visit!

Ug, dude. These spiders went into this kid's ears... I hate spiders. They are. Ew man.. Just ew.

I wish Hachi was near though./ She and I would be uber best friends.

I saw KIM! Omg! MY ADREENA! She seems to be doing well. When I went to see her at Target I started to cry. I'll miss her so much. but I feel better about it now that I spent the whole day with her. We had fun, took mall pics. It's awesome. So many pictures of us. It's great.

Davy Jones is BADASS. I love him. I hope he doesn't die in the next movie. And I LOVE his theme.
"Then the devils hand, it struck our ship
The winds blew hard to lee
Fore and aft the ship did roll
On the vast ungodly sea

I prayed to live and you did hear
You came to rescue me
But in return I had to serve
A hundred years for thee

A hundred years I served thee well
I knew I could not flee
Feel the lash upon my bad
A slave on the rolling sea."

Thats when the song gets rough. I don't remember the soft parts except:

......... Then I'd return to the one I adore
And together we would be." then the Devils Hand begins.

End of song-

Now Captain, Captain, Davy Jones,
I paid my debt to thee
A hundred years before the mast
On the vast rollign sea."

Thats more or less right, but I'm not too sure about the last line. I need to check the lyrics. But it's more or less correct. I LOVE Davy Jones though. And I want a action figure of him, a Light Saber! One that actually lights up and makes noises! omg. That'll be so badass. I also want that T-Rex I found at WalMart. You press a button and it ROARS AND MOVES AROUND. It's so badass.

Finally typing a blog entry, isn't that grand? Typing in e-mail right now, so if Myspace starts being a bitch I'll still have it! Yay me! WOOOOOO!

In further news- I think I'm failing English... AGAIN! YES! I, Iris, is a failure! But I'm going to do better this time. I promise myself that! And I still haven't got my damn new VCR yet D= Makes me sad. I need it... I can't watch a lot of movies now because of it.

Brother called earlier. He was ranting on how he hates Best Buy. He says the people who work there do absolutely NOTHING. If they want to do nothing they should stay home.

Made a new Deviant ART ID. A big pic of me, with little pics, 3 of my birds, Brandy (dog), a rose and my parents. Also posted my new deski-poo and some Jelly Fish pics from our last visit to the Aquarium in August. I really put off posting them. Damn me and my damn Procrastinator ways.

Saw Happy Feet, Friday!! OMG! IT was so cute. I want a little Penguin.... <3

I feel like I'm shallow and desperate. I say I don't care about looks right? Yet I want to have this really good looking guy to be my boyfriend and have these girls talk about US. And why he's with me. I guess it'll make me feel good but I feel so shallow for that. Sure, he has to be nice and have a great personality too.. But I still feel bad. I love personality but yeah... I wouldn't mind having the GORGEOUS guy.But beautiful people only get beautiful people. Not all the time, but most. And I went to sign up for eHarmony. It's this dating site, ye know? But I stopped. It's not right... But ug... This sucks... I'm tired of being along. And this got me emo. And I DO cut. But only when really pissed off at myself or upset over something. It's like- "Hey kid! Cut! It'll make you feel better!" and you're saying- No. Go away." and the voice keeps pestering and saying" Go on! Go on! Cut! You'll feel better!" then you finally give in and yell at the voice- FINE! HAPPY NOW?! and all the voice can say is,"Do you?" then you reply- well yeah... a little...

The whole cutting convo was funnier in my mind when I first though it up. Man, I need to have a tape recorder and keep it with me at all times. So when I'm having a fun time in my mind I can record it and not worry about if I forgot this or that. The bad thing is- if you say something wrong or really odd you can't erase it. But that'll made it funnier. Like my friends and I were talking about the menstrual porn we saw.. I found it funny. The girl was getting anal and you see the string of the tampon sticking out... It looked like a little worm coming out... But then when I was walking to class I was thinking that I will never have sex during that time of the month no matter how much the guy begged me. Then I thought- Honey, fun time on blood time is no good time"

I worry about a lot of things. I was once a hypochondriac, I wonder if I still am. I think sometimes I maybe be a Skitzo. But that's because of the 48 Hours mystery I saw/. About this woman being a scientologist and getting stabbed 77 times by her son. He was a Skitzo, he didn't get the proper help he needed so he lashed out. Kinda sad. So people, unless you really WANT to, don't become a scientologist. It's kinda funny since I have a Scientology place near my house. I should go check it out- for the hell of it. It'll be sad if I start laughing at the people's faces though. If anything, I think I may be OCD... With certain things at least. Imperfection drives me crazy. And I have many of them. but it bugs me in art. Since I try to make things as perfect as possible yet I have issue's with it. It sucks.

Speaking of sucks, my mom got the new Ill Divo CD.... I wanted to get it for her! And My dad didnt' tell her and let her get it! D= Makes me sad... My gift for her is RUINED. Now my new quest is to find a new one.

Oh.. No news on my aunt yet. She got tested for the cancer but we don't know yet if she has Breast Cancer or not... I hope she doesn't..


Watched Man In The Iron Mask today. Good Movie. I saw Carrie and Good Will Hunting the day before. Carrie was okay. Good Will Hunting was good. I kinda liked it. Only watched it since Robin Williams is in it <3 I love him.


my computer hates myspace so my rant on GH was lost.. But they brought back Laura and now their getting rid of her. I HATE IT! I want Laura to stay.... And She and Luke are still the SUPER COUPLE. Everyone loves them. And for the first wedding, peopel even SKIPPED SCHOOL to see them get hitched! It was the most viewed episode on Soap history. And Laura told Luke that he gave her extra time with her family but she can't have one thing she really wants- to be with the one she loves forever... Omg it's so sad. And Lulu is taking the fact that her mom won't be there much longer pretty hard. And she finally told her about the abortion and how she got pregnant. She told her she wasn't ready to have a kid and that she didn't want the baby to be unloved like she thought she was... It was sad...

And DON'T EVEN get me started on Ric. I hate that mother fucker. He tried to get Jason killed, he plotted fake stuff about Sam to get her in jail and omg.. UG! And Alcazar is PISSED. His son got killed and he wants revenge. And I love Sonny. I love how he gets really angry and he gets that really dangerous look.. omg.. thats.. hot.. like.. orgasmic

Hey slaves. I know it's been awhile since I posted. So here is the news- I failed English, well I AM failing, but hopefully my grade is higher in the class. And other then the F, my report card was pretty good. I cried though D=

I'm in a study after school class for the exit exam. I wish I knew if I passed already. I don't want to be in it any longer. It's a waste of time, really. Though it is a hour long, but still. That's not the point. And on B days I only have two classes. But I have the after school one, which it sucks alot of ass.

I'm in mourning. My VCR doesn't work. It still is, but no. It has been having issues with ejecting my tapes and now it'll Play, forward and rewind for only a few seconds then it just... STOPS! I miss it.... And I have a lot of VHS tapes I can't watch now.

I am now further in KH-CoM. I finally beat Riku! Then that Flower Boy, Marluxia! I'm TELLING YOU! He HAS to be gay! Blossom Shower? Omg! What does he think he is!? SAILOR FREAKING MOOOON?! But ya! I'mon Riku's side now!!!

I command you, slaves, to buy me a VCR. I already made my Christmas list *not very much on it* and the first thing is a VCR. THE VERY FIRST THING ON THERE! See how badly I need one? I miss my VCi-poo....

I just foudn out the Croc Hunter, Steve Irwin died D= http://xtramsn.co.nz/news/0,,11965-6255415,00.html

He was so awesome. RIP Steve D= I still can't believe it, it's so unreal...